Thursday, 20 August 2015

Church candles and nipple piercings.

This week has had a lot of focus on us, where we are going, and also enjoying the ride.I told him one night in a text, I liked candle play, and could that be a possibility in the future, he answered with his usual, "that sounds like fun" I thought he would drop it, but the next day, told me it was my job to find the correct candle for the play.  A little research found the best candles for play are church candles that have little additives so they don't burn too hot.

He has requested that I get my nipples pierced. We talked of this years ago, I was always weary, and he didn't push. This time I want to do it, not because I am looking forward to the pain, but because I can do this for his pleasure. He wanted to get both done, then I did some research and found that my nipples would be off limits to him for up to 12 weeks! So I asked him if he could go that long with out them.. He said, lets just do one for now! Fine by me! :)

 I spoke to my husband a few weeks ago about the idea of domestic discipline, he was a bit skeptical, that it wouldn't make any difference to the things that annoy him, and, as he pointed out, had tried it before. When our relationship was new, and I was a decade  younger than I am now, I was very "sassy" I knew I was a submissive, but I also knew I had a very independent streak, I had been single most of my life until I met him,  and it was a sharp corner to turn.

But he indulged me and said we can keep a tally, on the white board, and then incorporate it into our play. I thought this was a great starting place.

Well two weeks later, and no tally board. I know I had earned a few, I know I left a cupboard door open and a few lights, but nothing. I didn't want to push, I need him to come at it in his own way. I cant very well dictate my own punishment...

Fast forward to yesterday, we both have "man flue", and have been using tissues, He has been using a hankie. I hate hankies and told him as much, he said well I hate finding gross tissues lying around. I said well you should do something about it. He pressed, asking what I meant, I think more to see weather I would go there or not. I said, well there is no tally board...

He said, well, lets see, you left 4 lights on last week, and left 2 cupboard doors open, and I found 4 of your gross tissues... So that makes ten and proceeded to mark it up.


That escalated quickly!

Last night I got it. Boy oh boy! He used ropes, (it was a great passion of his at the beginning) and trussed me up so I could not move. He did not tell me what was going to happen next, so when it came it surprised me. I think that was part of his intention.  He laid it on me. Ten with the leather paddle, no warm up, all in the same spot on my backside very hard and very fast. I could not move. It was definitely a punishment, and I was sore for a long while after.

But it felt good to get it over with. I feel at peace now, that he has taken the reigns of this relationship and is guiding it as he will.

I don't think we have ever been closer.

I look at the news with all these cheaters with this Ashley Madison debacle, and I think, well maybe if they had sorted out who wears the pants in the relationship early and stopped fighting over power, they wouldn't need to be looking elsewhere to find it. Just my humble opinion.

Wednesday, 12 August 2015

Happy little vegimite!

I want to pinch myself one minute, and in the next, I fear I have awoken the Bear!! My man is being amazing. (shhh don't tell him that tho) - Oh who am I kidding, I tell him all the time!

I have been unwell... it seems to be ongoing I know!  So we have not played as much as we would have liked. But he has been great, also, really showing his dominance in everything we do. Bringing up ideas he has, asking me for my opinion. Talking about going to munches and getting to know other kinksters.

We went camping last weekend with friends, (crazy cause its the middle of winter here!) Well I say camping, it was more like Glamping. It was in an old farm house with electricity, and a working stove, a toilet but no running water. So we took up our heaters, our mattresses and bedding and spent a great weekend away with friends playing board games and Dungeons and Dragons. BTW, any who know the game will understand the irony that I am the Dungeon Master!! The only time I get to boss around my husband!

It was a clear night, on Sunday, and most of us decided to take a walk around the property to see if we could find any nocturnal wildlife. We didn't I think we were just to loud.

Hubby thought this was a great time to be octopus hands in the pitch black, only a few feet away from my friends. Groping me in so many places, I swear he grew another two hands! I am not into the whole exhibitionist thing. But this was very hot, I think because it was so open, yet still so private just for us.

He has mentioned that he would like to do some edge play. This really scares me, and I told him so, he said, that, that is the whole idea. He says its about trust. I said I would think on it. I want to give it a go, because I really want him to do something in this just for his pleasure.

I am looking forward, (and a little bit trepidatious) for the future with this new Bear I have poked!